*Shortlisted for the Waterstones Childrens Book Prize 2020* *Shortlisted for the Branford Boase Award 2020* *Shortlisted for the Romantic Novelists Association Debut Romantic Novel Award 2020* Powerful, relatable and uplifting – Emily Barr, author of The One Memory of Flora Banks How can I hold myself together, when everything around me is falling apart? Neenas always been a good girl – great grades, parent-approved friends and absolutely no boyfriends. But ever since her brother Akash left her, shes been slowly falling apart – and uncovering a new version of herself who is freer, but altogether more dangerous. As her wild behaviour spirals more and more out of control, Neenas grip on her sanity begins to weaken too. And when her parents announce not one but two life-changing bombshells, she finally reaches breaking point. But as Neena is about to discover, when your life falls apart, only love can piece you back together.